very shameful day

At the end of my 20s, I finally realized something how to live.

As I read a story and watch a movie clip, I have found out.

As I wrote the very last blog, I should do live for now. Not for tomorrow or later time.

Why?

It's because I don't want to regret.

Let's see today what I did. I wanted to study for whole day but I studied with laying down. It was for relexing and to study with the most comfortable pose. But what happened? I slept whole day.

I was really ashamed and mother was angry.

I started to think about myself for how to live and how to make me better. And I read what I wrote on my blog, watched the video clip of Steve Jobs' speech at Stanford University.

I finally got it.

I should do live for now. Not for tomorrow or later time.



lie - lay- lain : to put yourself in a position in which your body is flat on a surface
lie - lied- lied