feel uncomfortable

Recently, I've heard many times from my friends "What are you doing, fool~".

If I ask something that I don't know, they usually 얕잡아보다 me. I understand them. We, human, wanna be above others. We wanna show our knowledge, money, all that relatively have advantage. So I guess the fact that I ask could have made them feel that they know more than me.

But all these reasons are from my status having no job. If I have a job, I think they won't act like that. Because, we, human, are the kind of animal that judge others by their appearance, job, money. This is also 적용되다 to close friends.

I'm uncomfortable these days. But I can't solve until I get a job. When it comes the day, I will eventually be comfortable with meeting my guys.
And also, I'm not gonna forget these facts. I'm not gonna 얕잡아보다 other people by their 외적조건.


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look down on someone/something
to think that you are better or more important than someone else, or to think that something is not good enough for you

She looks down on anyone who hasn’t had a university education.
I'm not gonna look down on anyone by their external qualities.

This is also 적용되다 to close friends. > This also applies to close friends.